Okay now I'm really confused on the decision I'm supposed to make....
I talked to my brother about it. Well maybe I should start from the beginning on this.
I have a brother, him and I were supposed to be getting an apartment to move in together which was the coolest thing in the world. Just a 2 bedroom apartment, us sharing a room and then having an office room. Sounds pretty cool right? But then things began to change. He wants his girlfriend to move in with us. Which I'm pretty sure to you guys thats not a big problem, the issue with it is well she has a baby. I mean it's not that I don't like little kids or anything it's just well him and her want to have one of their own. Which means no more two bedroom apartment, it's now going to have to be a three bedroom apartment. Which he continuously argued with me about....Which pissed me off so bad ><''. Well then it turns into two other people will be living with us besides his g/f and the baby. Kim and Jessica...That really set me off!!! ><''' (<----again witht he angry face you might see this one a lot in this particular entry to my journal.) I mean don't get me wrong I love Kim as if she were a sister to me but the fact is he just keeps adding more people in the house. Because of that he suggests a four-bedroom apartment. FOUR-BEDROOM APARTMENT!!!!!!! ><'''' Where does he expect all of us to get the money for that kind of place anyways. So then I went back to suggesting having a
three-bedroom apartment, (Notice how that is now in Italics!) So I came up with this rule if he wants to have another baby in the house that once his girlfriend or fiance or whatever she will be then is 7-8 months pregnant that Jessica and Kim have to be gone out of the apartment to make room for the babies. He argued stating that he can fit a small work area with his computer, two cribs then a bed for him and his "person" in one small little room so Kim and Jessica don't have to leave. Well YOU are not going to have room for FOUR PEOPLE and a WORK AREA in a room, besides don't you all agree with me that giving them almost a year and a half to find their own place is fair? So then we got back on the subject of only keeping a four-bedroom apartment in mind. (Which basically means we aren't really sure about it or not but if I have anything to say about it..It's going to be a NO!!!!!).
Well then I realized what my teacher told me. (You know the teacher I mentioned that was going to let me stay with her if I could.) He got so mad at me. Here's the conversation:
Bro: Jeanie is down in Wacco.
Me: What is she doing in Wacco. She's not supposed to be here for a while.
Bro: She's only visiting relatives.
Me: Right and then she's going to come down here. Man what is wrong with you. We don't even have an apartment yet.
Me: There is a possibility that I'm not going to be moving in with you.
Bro: What are you talking about?
Me: I might be living with my teacher....
Bro: Why?
Me: She just wants to make sure that I'll be okay and stuff man.
Bro: Of course you're going to be okay. Which teacher is it?
Me: My French Teacher.
Bro: French Teachers........
And well I'm pretty sure most of you can guess the rest of what happened and everything. But now I feel really bad about it. I mean we've been planning this for a very long time and living together would be incredibly awesome you know but I mean the chance of a life time to have an actuall family that accepts me for me. I mean I know I love him and everything but I just want to have a chance at having something I never really had. But at the same time I don't want to try to hurt his feelings and stuff....If anyone could please give me advice on this.
Well class is almost ending. I'm going to go ahead and sign off of here. TTYAL
Posted at 09:09 am by Egyptian_God