Okay here I am again for probably the second or third time today....I just LOVE this journal thing...Probably because I love to write.
   Well today went okay...Had a lot of fun and everything but just you know have you ever gotten up and just got tired of doing the same damned thing over and over and over again.  Doesn't it just feel like that's how it's going to be the rest of your life? And for one of the many things I wonder....Do I ask this stupid webpage too many questions for my own good?  O.o...Anywho
   Well my teacher is okay hopefully.  Things were stressfull in the beginning but in the end they always just seem to get a little better which is a good thing...I think.....^^'''''
   I am just so bored...I ish really reallly bored!!!!  I made a "Thank You" E-Card for my teacher today.  Isn't it weird how she always jsut seems to come up in this little thing alot? LOL.
   But yea now for the alternate means....Roleplaying....So much fun, so full of life, so just that spark of something you love...and just.....Well.....I don't know...Stuff!
   I miss my Micah!!!!  *Throws a fit and cries a bit.*  And you all want to know what the pathetic thing about all of it is.  I'm talking to her online at the same time I'm typing this up.  I can be the weirdest person in the world can't I?
   Still haven't heard from my brother but yet that still doesn't suprise me.  I mean I wouldn't talk to me either if I just made a choice in life.....><'''' (<-----Yes again once more with the agrivated faces from Hell.) But I've come to the decision that I think is best for me.  I think I'm going to stay with my teacher.  I mean I know it probably sounds weird to everyone out there but to me it sounds completely normal.  I mean, she's pushed me through alot.  Stood by my side when no one else would.  Pushed me through limitations I have set for myself.  She brought out the best in me when no one else or even I could see it in me.  There could be no better gift God could give to me, then her.  And there's no better gift she can give to me then what she has.  And thats putting faith in me.  If there was a way I could just make my brother understand that....
   Well I'm happy with my decision and well if he doesn't like it then I understand but I need to stop for once and make the best choice for me at this time.....I'm starting to sound like my teacher and my girlfriend....Wow....That's amazing...Guess they even teach you things whe you don't even expect them.  Well I'm going to head out of this thing for the night.  See ya.